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Front +depressing poem 4+ by ~deidarasfangirl416:icondeidarasfangirl416:

Categories Literature > Poetry > General Poetry > Spoken Word


Clinging hopelessly to hope
Wondering how you pissed off that higher power
Wondering what you did to have karma bite you in the ass so hard

Which people really care
And which are just waiting for the chance to stab you in the back

Why is the world so fucking mean to you
And why does everyone else seem so happy
While you’re dying inside

Why did you want me
Am I your cover for our depression

I am your protector
Shield
And mask

I know you better than anyone
You created me

Though you ware me on the outside
While you curl up and die on the inside
You use me to keep yourself sealed off from the world

Now I am dying
You’ve lost all of your strength
Say good-bye to me

And now I have to fend for myself
No more front
No more cover

Just me
©2009 ~deidarasfangirl416
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Author's Comments

the last four line are sopposed to be italisized, but i figure out how to do that.

i started writing this a while ago and then my state of mind changed and i couldnt write it any more.
well now i'm depressed again and it wanted to be finished, so that is what i did yesterday.

not i poet.

EDIT: I italisized what I wanted...

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~SyrianKanachi Mar 28, 2009, 10:31:20 PM
this one's really good too! :D
love the first few lines. considering i've been there before, several times. XD

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~deidarasfangirl416 Mar 28, 2009, 10:34:46 PM
thanx!
since friday i've been super depressed, and again i see no reason for it. -.-
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~SyrianKanachi Mar 28, 2009, 10:37:15 PM
i hate it when that happens. :hug: it'll be alright..

--
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~deidarasfangirl416 Mar 28, 2009, 10:39:27 PM
me to. *hugs back* i know, but it doesnt really feel like it right now... *sighs*
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~SyrianKanachi Mar 28, 2009, 10:40:33 PM
trust me, ik 100% how that feels. i've been there so many times.. especialy when i think about my future. that depressess me quite so..

--
"I reject your reality and Substitute my own!" Adam Savage-Mythbusters
Proud owner of ~Channel-Keybladers
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*shot for self advertisting*
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~deidarasfangirl416 Mar 28, 2009, 11:04:52 PM
:hug: why does your future depress you? mine does because i hate the uncertanties.
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~SyrianKanachi Mar 28, 2009, 11:07:16 PM
cause... its the first time in 7 years i've had real friends.. and i dont want to lose them.. i'm afraid that once highschool ends, my parents will take me to oregon since i wont be old enough to stay, and i'll never see them again.. cause i'll be stuck in one of the worst states for me to live in.

the end of highschool holds so many uncertainties for me too...
*hugs back*

--
"I reject your reality and Substitute my own!" Adam Savage-Mythbusters
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~deidarasfangirl416 Mar 28, 2009, 11:29:04 PM
why would your parents take you to oregon?
it kinda seems like a really random place to move to.

i dont know what's going to happen and it's a feeling i really cant stand.
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~SyrianKanachi Mar 29, 2009, 10:46:32 AM
cause their job has an extension up there, and living costs are cheeper.


i cant stand it either.. which is why for the first time in my life.. i wish to live in the moment.. without caring whats going to happen later.

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"I reject your reality and Substitute my own!" Adam Savage-Mythbusters
Proud owner of ~Channel-Keybladers
Come check us out!
*shot for self advertisting*
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~deidarasfangirl416 Mar 29, 2009, 11:21:59 AM
that makes sence... but dont you plan on going to college? i know over breaks you wouldnt get to see your friends much, but there would still be the option.

then live in the moment! XD
plain and simple. ^u^
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